{"id":2510,"date":"2013-08-06T04:22:26","date_gmt":"2013-08-06T04:22:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/?p=2510"},"modified":"2013-08-06T04:22:26","modified_gmt":"2013-08-06T04:22:26","slug":"cant-really-think","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/2013\/08\/06\/cant-really-think\/","title":{"rendered":"Can&#8217;t really think."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yeah.  I haven&#8217;t been posting.  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d like to blame all that on Animal Crossing: New Leaf, but I can&#8217;t.  I just haven&#8217;t been able to muster anything long enough to justify posting over here.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not really sure what it is, butt my mind is a mess right now.  I think my &#8216;feels&#8217; might be a mess, too, but I can&#8217;t really tell which is which, because the clutter bleeds together.  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve recently had my antidepressant increased, from 15mg to 30mg &#8212; I think it&#8217;s been seven days since the increase, actually, and I&#8217;ve spent most of those days pretty fucking depressed.  A couple of days were okay, but it didn&#8217;t take much to bring me back down.  <\/p>\n<p>I tried to be okay Saturday, but I ended up having too much anxiety to deal with anything.<\/p>\n<p>What else happened&#8230;oh, I guess the new Doctor was announced.  And there was a teaser trailer for Sherlock. <\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s something like good news.  I don&#8217;t know what the new Doctor is going to be like, but I&#8217;m loving the memes that appeared almost instantly.  And I&#8217;m really hoping that the new season of Sherlock is aired here at the same time.<\/p>\n<p>I mention those because there are really only two things in my head right now.  <\/p>\n<p>That last episode of Sherlock.  I know how Molly felt.  And I know how Watson felt.  <\/p>\n<p>Then, there&#8217;s this quote from Doctor Who: <\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I wouldn&#8217;t say that. The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don&#8217;t always soften the bad things, but vice-versa, the bad things don&#8217;t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I feel like I need that embroidered on something I can hug, because the more &#8216;out there&#8217; among people I go, the harder it is to remember that it&#8217;s worth it.  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yeah. I haven&#8217;t been posting. I&#8217;d like to blame all that on Animal Crossing: New Leaf, but I can&#8217;t. I just haven&#8217;t been able to muster anything long enough to justify posting over here.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[193,205,197],"class_list":["post-2510","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bib","tag-adventures-in-anxiety","tag-depression","tag-nerdery"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p3bMfN-Eu","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2510","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2510"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2510\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2511,"href":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2510\/revisions\/2511"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2510"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2510"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.coffeechick.com\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2510"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}