Yeah. I haven’t been posting.

I’d like to blame all that on Animal Crossing: New Leaf, but I can’t. I just haven’t been able to muster anything long enough to justify posting over here.

I’m not really sure what it is, butt my mind is a mess right now. I think my ‘feels’ might be a mess, too, but I can’t really tell which is which, because the clutter bleeds together.

I’ve recently had my antidepressant increased, from 15mg to 30mg — I think it’s been seven days since the increase, actually, and I’ve spent most of those days pretty fucking depressed. A couple of days were okay, but it didn’t take much to bring me back down.

I tried to be okay Saturday, but I ended up having too much anxiety to deal with anything.

What else happened…oh, I guess the new Doctor was announced. And there was a teaser trailer for Sherlock.

That’s something like good news. I don’t know what the new Doctor is going to be like, but I’m loving the memes that appeared almost instantly. And I’m really hoping that the new season of Sherlock is aired here at the same time.

I mention those because there are really only two things in my head right now.

That last episode of Sherlock. I know how Molly felt. And I know how Watson felt.

Then, there’s this quote from Doctor Who:

I wouldn’t say that. The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.

I feel like I need that embroidered on something I can hug, because the more ‘out there’ among people I go, the harder it is to remember that it’s worth it.